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sometimes i think when the heating is switched off the radiators pump cool air.
so my parents are arguing about my disabled uncle.
first of all, jesus christ he's disabled.
and i dont really know how i feel about the whole thing really.
my dad is saying and has always said that my mothers family shouldnt give the nurses and doctors and helpers so much SHIT, because without them my uncle would be dead. (however without them he might not got tons of mrsa and c-dif but ANYWAY).
but also he is a bit selfish because during the time it was really horrible my mum went to see paul every weekend in hospital, he was like "OH she has to go again??" and i was like UM WE KNOW YOUR BROTHER HAD A HEART ATTACK BUT IT ISNT THE SAME YOURE NOT THE SAME.
anyway.
my mother however has kind of leant to the martyrdom aspect of all this. everything is TERRIBLE and UNPROFESSIONAL and FUCKING DISGUSTING (no joke she actually said that
just now and thats, quite.) but really it could have been SO much worse i mean shit he could have died and left a wife and two kids two TINY kids.
well really.
seeing him at xmas (my uncle) was so much better than i thought. he's skinny AS fuck sure. but he can talk and he can laugh even though he is so grey, his skin is grey.
but really guys. do not try this into something about you, for god's sake.
it isnt about how bad you feel because he is upset. it isnt about how bad you feel because youre wife's giving her brother attention. it really isnt about you carrying on the issues and affecting yourselves with it. i mean, shit. passion = yes. over-zealous-in-your-disgust-ness= no.


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