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26.9.05

looking forward to the pink drink.

imagine getting beaten to actual death. how fucking horrendous.
imagine getting beaten to death on your way home from a party.
imagine walking home from a party with your friends and having to see them getting fucking beaten up. to death.
imagine having to cast your bodytype as MORE TO LOVE. it is somehow nice and somehow horrible. like when you hear a really stereotypically for some reason pretty rich girl say another girl is so "cuuute" and it sounds utterly fucking vicious.

who cares, really? i think at the moment even hating how you look is sort of shallow. because really hardly anyone is actually ugly. kind of feel like telling myself to GET OVER myself and thank the actual lord i am not one of those people who wishes they were someone else. i mean. what? how can you become a person that wants to be an actual other person?
that's just odd.

also, i am a jealous person. but i actually try so hard to show the whole world im not jealous of it! but i was thinking and i do actually get kind of jealous but not really just wobbly but i never say anything but i dont know why because SECRETLY maybe some people appreciate the type of jealousy i get but what if they dont and everyone is like ALLOWS YOU BETH WHAT HAS THIS GIRL GOT TO DO WITH YOU YOU DONT OWN MEEEEEE.

i like when people are funny and people arent thinking about whether or not they should laugh. EDDIE IZZARD, YOU ARE FUNNY. JACK DEE, YOU ARE FUNNY. CHRIS W, YOU ARE FUNNY. PEOPLE WHO WRITE FRIENDS, YOU ARE ALSO FUNNY. like have you ever seen a comedian you really like live? its so great i honestly recommend it. because you just cant stop laughing and it isnt like over sometimes silly like it usually is when that happens and weirdly it makes it MORE JUSTIFIABLE and funnier.

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