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today and some of the last days really i have felt really quite bad and suddenly insecure and i think that my best friend and my boyfriend (what that is what i am calling you for now okay) don't like me very much because they both keep sounding thoroughly disinterested with me (and like they would rather just not) which makes ME disinterested with me and so. i think of things to say and then i forget them and i only remember them now. so what i meant to say to you was.
"I AM SORRY FOR TALKING CRAP AT YOU IT IS PROBABLY REALLY BORING."
also i realise that i actually do nothing at all so katy can we please take those drugs really soon please. and i keep trying to get really really really drunk but it never works. like i think because i always eat first and that is the WRONG order. basically all together i just need to go bang but i wont go bang. maybe i am just hormonal or something. that is another problem also because THAT better happen soon or i'll be a bit worried.
can you please still want to be my friend and love me and can we please take those drugs now.
xxx for some reason.
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