beth motherfucking kirby.

b thang.

SHUTUP in my boudoir

28.4.05

cardiovascular exercises

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theres a piece of blue glitter stuck in my keyboard.

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27.4.05

can you feel the warmth of my sincerity.

im trying so hard to ignore it.

but everything sucks.

(you know thats melodramatic.
but i think it's true.

im still ignoring it. but i dont want any of what im getting. and im not altogether sure i want what i will/would/am going to get. half of the stuff that happens i dont care about, and im jealous of people who care about things or have things they want.)

doctor, doctor.
i just cast my hand and now its the softest thing you ever felt in your whole entire life, isnt it?

list so far:
1. beck.
2. egon schiele.
3. derren brown.
4. shroeder.
5. mystery name 1.
6. mystery name 2.
7. dave.
8. there was someone else before i added dave but i dont remember

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22.4.05

turn up the immune system in the monitor

HEY..UH

WEOW.
TWO STONE ARIZONA.

thursday and then also friday:
new found love for my mobile phone. picnic benches and a kid with a guitar. softball with the boys. bright colours. funnel neck coats, blood brothers, going crazy, braces. booooooooob scotch. bad food. bad live music. greyish bluish darklashed. holy goddamn hell!

christ alive. what am i going to do? hahaha. like im telling YOU.

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18.4.05

LIGHTSABRE COCKSUCKING BLUES

basically you might as well just keep the one who's second best because EVERYONE ELSE LIKES THEIR OWN second best
hahahaha

i drew two fantastic pieces of whatever today and i like them both.
SO IN YOUR FACE.
i took some pictures of my self with face paint but it looked stupid so i took some moody obscure ones of my face which makes a change...

SKASKASKASKASKA

god, i am a confused child.
my bed is covered in a board and pencils and ink and rubbings out and whatever.
you can still go there though.

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10.4.05

how to be confused in one easy step.

i have a fixation with the following things:
red, dinosaurs, sparkles.

end of list.

i've been learning my french oral, in a less than lackadaiscal way. apathetic. emasculated!
i suppose i've got english to do. have clarify brain first. then i can do art.
people keep feeding me songs to make me sleep.
i wish, for once, i was better at drawing.
wish i was better.
wish i was better at not spending money.

i did this to roxay:
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it's awesome isnt it?

i might make a tshirt now. i'm enjoying listening to songs i haven't heard in a long time, what with all the new. it snowed the other day. i wonder if my brain is sparkly
theres probably glitter inside my body somewhere. in my blood or lungs or something.
the sun is burning my face

byebye x

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6.4.05

clouds and lovers

holy crap.

fight club is the best film i've ever seen in my whole entire life.

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4.4.05

im just here to hold your hand when you die

i've been listening to some pretty gorgeous music, courtesy of luke.
i've been listening while stuff falls apart, courtesy of myself.

i am beginning to despise ambiguity.
i want to take this music up to my room. i'm feeling so very ill, and nothing's been the same since i stood on a flat piece of grey rock and stared and stared and stared into the sea, the horizon for a very long time. i watched my dad stalk along the beach, touching cliffs. the cliffs were made from mud. we wondered what it would be like to die beneath them, if they fell.

i'm really ill.

"everbody's gotta learn sometimes" - i'm listening to the song that you think jim carey's character in 'e.s.o.t.s.m' throws out of the window into the rain but you dont learn until the end it is clemetine's tape. the song is really sad, it's a cover by beck.
i watched 'hitch' and it made me feel differently.

sigh. let's deal with you now, sweetie.

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