b thang.

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im trying so hard to ignore it.
but everything sucks.
(you know thats melodramatic.
but i think it's true.
im still ignoring it. but i dont want any of what im getting. and im not altogether sure i want what i will/would/am going to get. half of the stuff that happens i dont care about, and im jealous of people who care about things or have things they want.)
doctor, doctor.
i just cast my hand and now its the softest thing you ever felt in your whole entire life, isnt it?
list so far:
1. beck.
2. egon schiele.
3. derren brown.
4. shroeder.
5. mystery name 1.
6. mystery name 2.
7. dave.
8. there was someone else before i added dave but i dont remember
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