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i've been listening to some pretty gorgeous music, courtesy of luke.
i've been listening while stuff falls apart, courtesy of myself.
i am beginning to despise ambiguity.
i want to take this music up to my room. i'm feeling so very ill, and nothing's been the same since i stood on a flat piece of grey rock and stared and stared and stared into the sea, the horizon for a very long time. i watched my dad stalk along the beach, touching cliffs. the cliffs were made from mud. we wondered what it would be like to die beneath them, if they fell.
i'm really ill.
"everbody's gotta learn sometimes" - i'm listening to the song that you think jim carey's character in 'e.s.o.t.s.m' throws out of the window into the rain but you dont learn until the end it is clemetine's tape. the song is really sad, it's a cover by beck.
i watched 'hitch' and it made me feel differently.
sigh. let's deal with you now, sweetie.
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