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16.2.05

like holy shit i am sorry about that too.

i went to school with a boy how had to wear a plaster over one eye of his glasses, and mostly the plaster would have a picture of a stegosaurus on it or maybe a giraffe that we could all see. i think his name was andrew?

i definitely went to school with a boy named andrew who had an inhaler and the whole class would count with him when he had to take it and pretty much his drawer was full of half crisppackets and once the teacher showed us all and i remeber there was a purple packet. but he only did it because when he was running and playing he'd forget about the packet of crisps in his hand.

and once i went to school with a girl called justine but thats all i remember, or she was called vicky in which case i do remember. and justine was her sister. yes.

i went to school with ionela. and you say yon-ella. and she didnt learn to speak until she was four because her real mother was romanian and blind. so instead her family was ginger and welsh and christian but ionela liked football and collecting stickers and she had this swing in her garden which we'd spin on until we felt sick and the rope was green and plastic. and she lived next door to this old couple and we'd sit by their fence while they were watching "the racing" and play with those books that speak until they'd come out and shout at us some. and she also had a hen called fred.

sometimes at night i'd get so scared there was aliens or something and so i would lie with my heart racing when the cars stopped going past and that's what made me stop playing before i went to bed.

in the mornings this cheap hard girl called jolene would call for me while i was brushing my teeth and she wore pink and had gold earrings and she made me know the word shit because i said it by accident and she asked my dad if i was allowed to swear.

once i found a duck egg shell in sturton le steeple but i don't know who i was with but i remember it was a melancholic but very lovely day.

i remember getting glitter for my birthday and that was the first time ever i felt old.



i cry more about inside of my brain when i think about you.

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