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bullet point number three:
okay well this isnt exactly. but. it runs under the heading of i love my boyfriend.
i have realised two problems. ONE is actually i am a jealous person (when i never thought i was), TWO is i am never serious so that when i am serious no one takes it like that so, im not serious ever.
really it's the hardest thing to say:
"actually, that makes me quite jealous even though i trust you."
the problem with jealousy is i am not really accustomed to it so it scares me and i dont know what to do at all. ITS HORRIBLE, ISNT IT! no really it makes me feel phycially sick. im being distraced by this song its fucking AMAZING (essaywhuman by the ROOTS)
i cant write. i cant do anything any more. for fucks sake.
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