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5.6.05
never think about me part b
man sometimes sad songs really fuck me over.
sometimes when youre sad they massage your sadness and they make you feel sort of okay again. sometimes when youre sad they make you feel 100000000000 times worse. but then you still think "hey i am sad i am going to listen to this sad song with pianos which is slow and builds up to a crescendo by which time i am probably crying". why the hell do we do that anyway?
is it because it makes you feel okay to be sad?
is it maybe because you feel alone otherwise. but really who wants to cry infront of a bunch of people. i only cry in bed because i dont want people asking what is wrong with me. and sometimes people say to this "oh, but i want to make you feel better! i dont know anyone who does that,"
and i'm all
i bet every single person in the world who you've never seen cry does that.
some people dont even cry. i know a girl who doesnt cry, she doesnt think about stuff that makes her cry. she thinks about big stuff and has secretly amazing poetry skills i remember finding, and she only has dreams about the end of the world and people killing each other.
there was this one song i listened to constantly at a time when i was really depressed the whole time.
i would just lie on the floor and try to cry louder than the music.
or sit on the floor or whatever.
some people cant cry. some people think it is completley strange to feel things from music, even "OH MAN this makes me want to dance"
this is why it fucks me over.
why do people want to go around listening to things which blend in to their moods until you cannot tell which is sadder, you or the song, and every part of the music the piano and his voice and the gaps fill you with so much despair
you cant even cry.
whispered by killa b at 5:52 PM |
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